Never growing up

Thanksy-giving

Well yesterday was thanksgiving, I was at my dads, and surprisingly it was ok. Both of my sisters were there which kind of freked me out, but things went a lot more smoothly than I thought possible. Today is supposed to be thanksgiving with my mom, but my tia(aunt) lupe called us to go over to her house cause all the family was getting together, I guess we're probably gonna leave now, were just waiting for my sister to get home. Jackies coming on Sunday now I think, she turned twenty this year. Shes officially out of her teens, but people always thought she was older than me.

At my dads yesterday we did that thing where you go around the table and share what you're thankful for this year, when it came to my turn I completely gave a bullshit answer which I didn't want to do, but I felt like if I said what I was truly thankful for it would be weird. Yeah I guess my family situation isn't getting worse, I don't think its getting better though. I STILL don't know what I want to do with my life. So I said I am thankful for friends and family, which I am but I wanted to say more and be genuine with my answer. I chickened out, cause I was thinking I would depress people "I am thankful I am able to live at home while I am in this depressed, confused-about-my-life mood. Im glad that I have money to go out, even though I am not the one earning it. Im thankful im not pregnant, have a kid, and/or going out with the hugest loser on the planet. Im thankful that things aren't any worse."

But seriously I am thankful everyday because my problems are so small compared to those of others, things could always be worse. Im just complaining to get it out of my system. Thank you!

posted by Kathy =) @ 5:22 PM