Never growing up

Mistake

Saturday night was kinda crazy, it started out calm and cool, but then I guess someone decided we should have a sleep over with some alcohol. I wasn't planning on drinking much, but after I guess 3 mikes hard lemonades I was already buzzing, by the time I finished my fourth (I think) I was already in the living room playing poker and I was absolutely feeling it. Violet had left her bottle of arbor mist on the table while she went to the bathroom, it was half empty at that point, but I decided I wanted another drink. I cant believe I finished it off, I swear it happened in like no time, as soon as I had done it I thought oh she's gonna be upset. But I guess I didn't realize how pissed she really would be. At the time I kinda was like whoa that happened so quickly, I'm sorry, but what else is there to drink. Thinking back now I realized that she was mad, I feel like someone else did that.

So I continued to drink whatever I could and after a shot of captain morgans rum I realized I was in such huge trouble, I suddenly felt really sick, but somehow kept from throwing up (cause I really hate to throw up). Well after awhile I was sitting on the couch and Chris was talking and I was trying to listen, but was too preoccupied with being sick. I totally threw up on myself!!!!! Oh my god, how embarrassing. I went to the bathroom to try to clean up and ended up throwing up some more. The throwing up continued for a long time, I was kinda sleeping on the sink. I felt really sick and eventually was led to the couch to sleep. In the morning/early afternoon I realized I had to clean up the bathroom, but still felt horrible. I couldn't leave it like that. So I was trying to clean up as best I could but would stop in the middle of cleaning to throw up some more, it was so sad, what a bad feeling. The rest of the next day consisted of sleeping and running to the bathroom to throw up. To be honest I had fun most of the night, till I decided to drink everything and got sick. Tsk tsk on me, I have learned my lesson. Now to make things right once more......

posted by Kathy =) @ 3:27 AM