Never growing up

Can't Sleep

So I can't sleep, I feel restless and I hardly did anything today. I volunteered at the hospital for a few hours today, sat in traffic on the way back. I like going to the hospital, its kinda fun and I feel useful. When I got home my sister gave me a message that someone had called me about a tutoring job I was looking into. I had actually looked into a couple tutoring jobs but this one was different because my dad saw the posting online and told me I should apply for it. I hope that I get the job, but if I do it will only reinforce the idea that I'm not looking hard enough for a job because my dads first attempt would get one. I would rather have the job and have to deal with knowing I only heard about it because of my dad and have him gloat though.

Applying at cal state has been a long drawn out process. I am having issues with the requesting of transcripts from previous schools, the other day I thought I was all set to have my application processed, but received a letter saying I was missing transcripts. Turns out that they wanted some from a university I had only "attended" in high school through video and ending up withdrawing from. So I am paying to have a piece of paper sent saying that I have completed no credits from that school to cal state, what a waste. Registering for cal state started nov.1 - 22 for the winter quarter and I'm not even enrolled in the school yet, well we'll see what happens.

I hung out with Danielle on Sunday, it was nice. It was just me and her, it felt like we hadn't done that in a while (even though we did) . We ended up just going to Wal-Mart to buy a couple things we needed, but stayed there for awhile buying things and just looking around and talking. Man I love shopping for anything, it doesn't just have to be clothes or movies, I love shopping for anything -toiletries, cleaning products, kitchen stuff, bedding, it doesn't matter. But the sad thing is that I rarely get to actually buy things, just look. I'm surprised I don't buy more things because it sometimes seems as though I have no self control. Well after walking around wal-mart we went to go get something to eat then ended up going to go buy boardgames. We went back to her apartment and were playing them for awhile like little kids. I do consider myself to be a big kid after all, I don't mind acting like a kid, I want to hang onto that as long as possible, I'm not embarrassed.

posted by Kathy =) @ 2:37 AM