Never growing up

Hot Hot Hot

Man I thought is was hot earlier, its unbearable now. So its 2:47am and i still need the fan on. Its not bad outside now, but the cool air doesn't quite seem to get in the house. Last week I went up to San Francisco, and it made it seem even grosser over here in the inland empire. Im not a big fan of city life, like SF but man I love the weather over there. I'd much rather deal with the fog and the cold wind than the heat. Anyway my trip to SF was unscheduled, I ended up tagging along with 2 friends, who were scouting out a place to live up there. My best buddy Danielle, who lived up there before is trying to move back up there with her boyfriend. I was glad I got to go cause it got me out of the house and I was able to visit 2 other friends up there. My other best friend Violet moved out there with her boyfriend awhile ago. Yeah I am sooo bad at keeping track of time and when things happen. Anyway I enjoyed my break from reality, now im back, and feeling guilty all over again.

Boredom has also set in, and last night around three, decided i needed to cut my hair. I've been meaning to do it for awhile now, it was really long. So there I was sitting on my bed and I saw the scissors sitting on my dresser and I just grabbed them and started cutting without a strategy or plan. i cut at least 3 inches off and 4-5 inches off in other places, LOL. So basically my hair is totally crazy now, no its not that bad. It was fantastically liberating for about 3 minutes, until I realized that I can't cut my own hair!! and that it could very easily get out of control. I had to stop myself from cutting, but at least I wasn't dilusional enough to try to straighten it out (i would have cut it shorter and shorter...) Anyway its not bad enough for me to rush to the salon. Im going to go on saturday, which is weird cause im usually soo self conscious and care about what other people think. Well we'll see how it goes tomorrow when i go to my optometrist appointment and rush out to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, with my uneven hair, haha.

Next week we're going to go to our timeshare by the beach, so Im excited to get another break, but after that I really have to get down to business.

posted by Kathy =) @ 2:46 AM